My brother spent years locating crude oil, first in Oklahoma, then in Texas, then in the Black Sea.

Lake oil. Sand oil. Animal oil. Plant oil.

Oil with a Southern accent. Oil beneath troubled waters.

Oil in another tongue is still oil, oiled and oiling.

Oil on the lips that bite you. I mean me.

I mean father oil, mother oil, oiled mouths, oiled skin, oiled hours, oiled days.

I mean the coffin. I mean the verb. I mean the action.

Run, oil, run. Run from brother oil, from big brother, oiled.

He will draw you up from your dark earth with his skipjack pump and sell you to the highest bidder. A cop. A friend of your father’s. A man. A man.

Or he’ll keep you in a little bottle on an oak shelf until he can refine you, until you brighten, until you slink back and forth in the little jar like the little golden child you were supposed to be, oiled and oiling, body like an O.

O, brother, O brother, hallowed be your O.

My brother spent years locating crude oil, first in Oklahoma, then in Texas, then in the Black Sea. But, long before that, in me.